My brother Matt was a passionate person. He loved to watch sports, especially football, cook, watch the sunset, and coffee milk. He loved to write and was amazing at it. He always talked about his niece [Felicity] and nephew [Elijah]. They brought him happiness. We have not spoken in years due to a disagreement and no matter who is to blame it doesn't make a difference now. He struggled with life and turned to alcohol and weed to cope with his struggles. I just wish he would of called me so we could of talked. My heart breaks thinking about how he felt so alone and tired that he could not reach out. He tried to receive help but it never worked, jumped from job to job, and one broken relationships after another.  I am hurt and have moments of anger/sadness/loss but I know you are at peace now, brother.  I just wish I could of gave you one last hug and tell you how much I loved you big brother.  Please forgive one another and talk it out. Even if it we agree to disagree because the love for one another is greater then the disagreement.  Please pray for one another and even ourselves.  Life is too short to not forgive.